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Force

 

 

Druggie, drugged out machine,

Popping molly, snorting smack, sipping lean.

Smuggling, juggling to make the next dolla’.

I see you chase women, but, you really only chase the green.

Money hungry fiend, trapped out, never keeps a bag out.

Don’t want them coppa’s finding out.

Do you always force your way into women? Like you force your way into live?

Born on the countryside, living in a city, barely getting out a live.

Trying to survive, look- alive, look a-live. It’s a trap boy coming.

Stunting, just another lost boy on the run.

Ran all the way to Miami, has no home, or a family.

Has a little girl, but, can’t be her daddy. Doesn’t know how to be a father.

Living a life, of drugs, thugs and hoes and luxury. No friend to himself or his enemies.

It’s so sad to see someone so lost, he preys on the weak.

He thinks his trap game is on fleak, he thinks he is unique but, really he

is a weirdo-freak. Normal girls don’t suite his needs. Has to prey on the weak,

Forcefully fucking her mind, hate fucked her, pressed and pushed his way into her thighs.

”I am not like other guys.” He said. Your actions speak for your words boy. Words are like curses,  I spit these verses,  I am not afraid to voice my feelings.

when, another human being inflicts their hatred on me. I cast you out physically and spiritually.

I am gonna force you out. Just like you forced yourself on me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Temptation

Just one more glass with ice full of dark whiskey sliding across the wooden
table. Don’t watch what I do. Watch what I say. Marking all up her arms. Bruises all over her legs.

Just another hit off the glass pipe spinning around casting spells with it’s white ghost.

The media tells us do it so. So we do what we do. Only used to numbing myself. So you can’t save me. I let the drink and ice save me. Living in a city so
crowded, full of clowns, thieves, hookers and green leaves loaded in the peace pipe. You know we got it. So thank god for the cure.

What’s the use in abstinence. Just one more dance with the devil. Is this my last wish?
Riding the wings into the deep pestilence of darkness.
We ride into the darkness, marching leaving us starved with the devils last wish.
There is no saving her.
Bruises all over,
chalked up the pavement with my steps.
Where I breathe in ciggerates and exhale the excess smoke.
In the dark, is where I learn the most.
To learn how to survive and and the easiest way to cope.
The devils last wish, my lips kiss the pipe full of dope.
Ashes full down into the tray.

Welcome to the world of temptation. Congratulations your bad habits
are welcome here. Leave fear and guilt at the door.

Once, you leave you’ll be left with your demons.
Be careful the devils last wish maybe, you staying forever
giving into all your bad habits loosing your soul and never leaving.

Ask yourself what really matters? Life, death, bad habits or temptation?